Heartless to Hopeless

When I'm dreaming, I see the perfect version of myself
I'm happy because I don't have to deal with anyone else
No one can stop me from what I feel
If only this was not so surreal

Now it's back to real life
Ready for all my misery and strife
I shouldn't feel bad for being vulnerable
Wish I could control how I feel

That moment when you feel like flying
because he looks at you right
or when you feel like crying
because they can't help you see the light

Take me back to that girl
with a heart that was cold as stone
Not some stupid helpless woman
who doesn't want to be on her own

All these emotions are getting me down
It wasn't meant for me, so leave it alone
I am tired of this war
I just end up defeated, lying on the floor

I played with my fate now just take me back
Back to when it didn't matter what other people thought
I was capable of a full fledged attack
When is that heartless girl ever going to come back?

This new world is so strange to me
To feel this ache in my heart where nothing used to be
Now a hopeless romantic, a sap
and sadly there's no turning back