Uncertainty.

Written By: Me

For those who think they know me
I only have myself to blame
Few only know some of my story
Most barely know my name

So much pain hidden
So many things left to discover
Too afraid to let anyone in
Too afraid of what you might uncover

You think you know me
But you know nothing at all
Won't depend on anyone to be around
To catch me as I fall

Finally feel put together
Like something is going right
If that is the case
Why do I cry myself to sleep at night?

I sit and write these lyrics
Hoping that I will believe them myself
If I can't even believe the chorus
How will anyone else?

You think you know me
But you know nothing at all
Won't depend on anyone to be around
To catch me when as I fall

To all who judge me
Who put my soul to shame
You only know what he tells you
You’ve never seen the hate

He destroys me and degrades me
Tells me that I’m not right
Tries to prevent me from being happy
His death wish has been brought to light

You think you know me
But you know nothing at all
Can’t depend on anyone to be around
To catch me as I fall

The only way I can be
Is on my own
I will be end up just fine
Because I will always be strong

Strong is all I’ve ever had to be
Just for a second I wish you could live like me
Then maybe you would finally understand
Why it is so hard for me to let anyone in

I'm sick of feeling bad for when I act weak
Shouldn't be ashamed when my emotions get the best of me

You think you know me
But you know nothing at all
Can’t depend on anyone to be around
To catch me as I fall

I really wish you knew me
But you know nothing at all
Can't wait around
For someone to catch me as I fall